28122005

BackBone?

OK?! Why didnt i blog? Because i had a great fall! Dont smirk at me! I fall infront of ALEP OK! but it was the most bad fall i ever had in my entire life! My backbone! Ya! OUCH! It hurts la.. duh. Imagine… I twisted my ankle & fall.. POOOP! My backbone hit~! I cant sit too long. I cant pull too much force. I think its minor.. but still ouch! As i type, it hurts coz i’ve been sitting to long. When i cry, it hurts. It hurts when i laugh hard. Urgh.. pissing me off…! Serve you right…

Everytime after i had fun on an occasion.. i’ll get ill. Isnt it a bad omen? Happy moments = not for IDA. Sad isnt it? But yea as always.. i’ve been busy with my personal life. STILL.. jobless.. but i keep shopping. *Dang!*

But.. i did enjoy my weekends.. 24: town, 25: kak suzy’s kahwin, 25-26: shangri la, sentosa! go & check out my photo gallery okey? i dint get to take kak suzy’s marriage pics. My digicam’s batt is dead.

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23122005

hapi anni

wah.. so quiet ar.. sume pegi holiday ke? incase you dont know.. the EEDUH! above is the navigations!

anyway my tagboard is back.. they are moving.. tat’s why its down yesterday..

OK 1stly happy anniversary to mr alif! =D another step further. love ya!

me? I’m looking for job. stuck at home. no where to go. my just doing & trying to earn to my sites. Thanks god, people are buying my stuff. I mean yea, its nth but its not wasted, right?

And im still designing my design site. I hope it will be open by 2006 as i receive few mails to ask me design their sites. Thank you!

i want to go out.. haha.. =D

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20122005

BRAND NEW DAY

Doesnt it feels good to feel your happy again! Weee.. After so long, someone made my day. =) PEOPLE, im officially gleeful for the day. It aint that hard to please me right? Just a day with you, a perfect day, just the 2 of us. =D

As told on the previous entry, im gona mend all those broken things in my life back. I will. i wont go on like a mad woman. Haha.. very very unhealthy!

Of course org tak boleh nampak kau senang, ade je some people just cant keep their mouth shut! My problem la, right? KEPO! But i wont take it too hard. A word to ruin your day? Nah.. talk to my hands!

Today, i spent the day wisely. We travel alot! Alep & me from Hougang to Tamp to Bugis to Sungei Road to Beach Road! He’s crazy today! But good. Back to the old us. =) I shop a lot & eat alot too =(. But, im damn satisfied! Bought 2 new tops (when i have like 3 new unworn tops!), a levis jean that i’ve been looking for for ages (honey have a similar one too!). Oh i love that jeans so much! Only the length that im concern about. But heck it, it cost only $50! An authentic levis cost $50? Wow. That jeans goes well with almost every top i tried at home. How worth it is that? BUt now im very very broke. NO MORE SHOPPING TILL NEXT YEAR! ok ida?

OK enough. Then we went to Beach Road coz i badly want Mutton Chop! Yum yum. But waiting for the food is a hell of a time. Punye la lame! Astaga!

And i suddenly realise my fringe was very.. erm err.. long.. so i went home & straight away cut it.. MYSELF. It looks OK! *winks*

I hope this last for a very long time. At least, till tomorrow before my dear’s off to JB again for holiday! =( Our anniversary is on Friday, and he’s gona be away. =(

Anyway, dear get well soon okey. =) i missed you! you didnt wake up. Nvm, have a good rest.

Oh ya. Off topic stuff. Remember that day Mango has its big sale? I happen to passby & took a pic. The que was damn long & Mango shop looks totally unsightly from a far!

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18122005

OneByOne&ItsGone

TODAY.. i officially come to my senses. I badly want to become the old ida. Happy-go-lucky. Cheerful & bubbly.

Truth to be told, this year, i have the most suckiest friendship of all the years in my life. No doubt, they come & go. None really stays. Either im a bad fren or i dont deserve any. When i really need get sth out of my wits, i turn to random people on a diff situation. Sad isnt it? compromise is a to way thing. Worst to worst i turn to readers. Haha.. not for sympathy sake but i feel like i need to let it off my chest. ONLY.

All this leads to IDA being one bloody egoist, emotional & disturb girl. Victims? Her bf & her siblings. I sulk more then i use to. i dont know whats happiness anymore. I forget how to laugh.

Maya brought this to my attention (at least i know i still have some one who understands me). i’ll qoute back what she said..

but i think ur just too overwhelm with the fact that all of us like dah fall apart n all
dat it kinda disturbs ur emotions n all
dats y like sikit aje macam ur easily irritated n all

Indeed its true. I want the past. The happy moments.. I miss all that. I know i dont deserve all this. I seems to lost touch with everyone & everything. wonder wad went wrong?

THANKS MAYA & ALIF. I STILL LOVE YOU. Your an important cast in my play.

Maya, im gona miss you when you are off to Turkey. Bring me sth if you cant bring me there! And may you have a safe trip & come back in one piece you, chicken!

Alif, im dearly sorry for all the pain we go thru. Im trying to mend myself. Im trying so hard. Thanx for being there even when everyone walks out on me. And still being there… for me…

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17122005

NEW BOOK

well well well.. guess like ida’s back.. yea.. im gona make myself busy with sth useful & start gathering myself up & stop disturbing people’s life. I really want to be independent like i use to.. but its hard.. haha.. bebual mcm kekurangan kasih syg gitu..
And the world is cruel enough! Cruel indeed! COZZZZ im still bloody jobless! And i’ve been catching up with reports on our Singaporeans people getting rob at JB. Yes, as young as 16 was robbed. Hey, we aint rich here. Truth to be told, im struggling to live here. Damn.. life’s so tough..

Im having a rough path now.. A very rough one which i shall not elaborate.. May god bless me & allow me to live thru my life.

I wonder what is life… what am i destined to be & to make changes in people’s life?

Like a film. Your the Star in your own film that you create & run. Whereas others who come and go are just part of your cast. Well, everything that is happening, i believe ade hikmah. We shall see.

Till then, how my new “eye-sore” skin? ok? ok la..

AND i took some quiz..

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are reserved, shy, cautious, and thoughtful.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

which is so not true! if it is.. why arent i excelling at anything? urgghh… im very frustrated! Stupid stupid stupid!

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