30102005

advance

firstly, i would like to take the opportunity to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI to all the muslims. Forgive me for any shits that i’ve caused you. My words, my foul mouth, my languages & my actions that might hurt, shrugged, disturbed any of you. Ter-mengumpat ke. Forgive me.

Eventhough people are busy with hari raya preparations.. i too need to be busy with my exams which is tomorrow.. So in conclusion, i think i’ll definitely be busy at home with the spring cleaning. Well, this doesnt stop me from having my great weekends.

Yesterday, went to town as usual. Thinking to shop, but mood isnt there, moreover nothing caught my eye. Whereas Alep was busy shopping his stuff. So we buka at Puncak. Food werent that nice that day, besides im too bloated with water.

Then, Jas & Liana went home. Acap, Dila, Ajul & Hana went to Gelyang for last minute shopping. Alep & me went to woodlands to get the car & proceed to Gelyang to meet them.

So we went to Jalan Kayu to eat Roti Prata Cheese. It was finger-licking good man. All of us ate it slowly, especially, that Acap & Dila.

Then, we went to look for Mystery Maltida House at Punggol but we end up at the Punggol End Road. Bloody scary. I felt my stomach shrank along the road. I was imagining all sorts of stupid shits.



At last, we saw the Maltida House. it’s situated not far fm punggol mrt. The view from outside is already eerie so we didnt stopby, just passby. Was bloody dark though there we lights nearby.

Yea, then we went home. i force alep to send me right infront of my doorstep. Siao ar me.

So TODAY, i rest at home. Thought of going to the library but i wasnt in a mood. Tomorrow, my mother tongue paper. Haiz. May Allah bless ida. Insyakallah… Amin.

And to Fazrul, may you reach your destination & came back safely. Someone’s waiting for you here.

Forgive me for every single thing that caused you. My actions, my words especially. Im sorry. Mintak maaf zahir & batin.

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29102005

Test Drive

OK.. i know that he know that im gona blog bout this.

Im the worst driver. Only in my dreams that im gona pass driving license if i were to drive like how i just did! Alep decided that i have to try driving as i wish to have my car license.

Thanks to him. If not im gona kill 3 of us in the car! lol.. Jas, Alep & me. I tell you ar.. driving & holding the steering wheel for the first time.. dier punye badi!! mcm rase nak dtg maut gitu. So badi! seram.. scary.. tensed.. takot.. but im a little lucky coz its automatic.. not manual.. & we are at the carpark.. hahak…

I really thought how much force excerted on the brakes & acceleration does not determine the speed. It does ok! Im so dumb..

1. Da la 1st time drive, i press the accelerate damn hard. Gosh that moment i felt like im riding a roller coaster!! Told ya, i duno. really.

2. Da la terlaju. Den i press the brake so sudden! Mcm emergency brake! Mampos sume org in the car jerk.

3. I cant estimate the radius & the angle that the car is going when i turn the steering wheel.

4. i thought the brake is control by the left foot & accelerate is control by the right foot.. i was damn wrong! Both is control by the right food! ok?! LEARN!

Dont you smirk at me… Damn… can you imagine.. those are the basics & i cant even…

Nvm.. lets talk bout today… I gave alep the kuih that i baked for him (chocolate sth) & his mom gave me sugi. So cute. It melts in your mouth. Its damn tiny! so cute. You know like that baby food.

I had a great day.. i went to watch dorg main soccer & then we went to Jalan Kayu to eat.

i realise his charm makin menjadi. I keep feeling like shy shy whenever he look at me. mcm baru2 kenal gitu.

So here am i. Just got home.. but i feel content!

i’ll love you like i always do. today.. tomorrow… always… remember that.

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27102005

Online Shopping

haha. i know im updating too often. Proceed to my previous post below if u havent get to read them. Try the NOSE thingy!!

really ar? no one can hear my song?

im kinda down because i cant fast. I aimed to fast fully this year but i cant. So i feel kinda down coz i cant fast, at least for the last day. Usually fasting makes me feel the Hari Raya much more meaningful. But now… Just like last year.. i hate it.. the atmosphere is just different.

on the contrary, i can eat my mom cookies.. lol. oh if u dont know, when im having pms, i’ll get angry easily & its the crucial time when i put on weight!!! *sigh* sakit perot n mkn je! PMS = Pompuan Must Sick! *sigh*

Well, i’ve been doing some online shopping. Items were just irresistable. Stuff i bought werent too expensive too. Sometimes buying online is much cheaper. The promotions & all.

I bought Shimmy Shimmy (Lime) necklece from ola-lola.com for Hari Raya. As well as 2 books, I Believe You and get Destiny’s Cries from i-believe-you.com . I suggest you read them, then you know why its just irresistable offer to purchase. This is for my leisure reading. Mama is just so nice to pay for those. =)


Maybe next shopping is looking for Harry Potter’s book or DVD. Killing boredom. In fact, i must say that they are good.

ok i need to study, toodles. I vow to make full use of my time now.



must do this, people! :
- Updated idalep.net
- Read i-believe-you.com
- Play touchy nosey
- Smell cookies
- View Friendster

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27102005

touchy nosey

Sorry if the previous post disturb you somehow. Just dont really 100% believe in this things. We, dont even know for sure what it is wad, right? Dont be lemah semangat hor? hehe if you are… watch your back.. there’s something lurking behind! BOOoO!

I finally updated IDALEP.NET.

Well, i did nth much. Studied. Lazing at home. Yesterday sucks, so is today. hehe. Life is boredom. i want to be out with that someone!!!

ok i have some so-not-useful things to share.

The guy who loves you,if he can’t always see you,
he will try to make himself busy, for not to have
any time to remember you,because he knew,if he
did, he will keep on missing you until he could do
nothing.

The guy who loves you,can’t tell you the reason
why he loves you.He only knew that,in his eyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who loves you,seldom praises you,but in
his heart,you are the best,only he knows it.

The guy who loves you,will not give any promise
that easily,because they don’t want to break the
promise,they want you to believe him and they
want to give you the happiest and safest life ever
after.

The guy who loves you,only drop his tears in front
of you,when you try to wipe his tears, you are
touching his heart,the heart which beat for you.

- found somewhere in friendster, & i tot its nice.

and another funny thingy..!


Quick touch his nose & annoy him!

cookie time! one of my fav. My mom just bake it. Oh suddenly, im a good photographer. i just took it!! nice? yummy! im eating it. want some?

im craving for ya. you’re so addictive. come to me, my “drug”, for i missing you too much.
Where are you,b?

i am a one happy woman bless with one charming man! wee.. yea peeps im happy. We are very very much closer now. that spark, passion. just so wonderful! I feel him in my tummy.. oopss.. i mean hati!

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26102005

BOO!!

Im feeling shitty. Nahs.. no fights or whatsoever. But this is the feelings of lack of time with someone special. =(

i’ve been busy with life. My OLevels & people that are important in my life. I want to spend more time with them before there’s no turning back.

Anyway, enough of these solemness. I have some eerie story to share…

Yesterday, my cousin and i was talking about some haunted paintings. I has some kinda evil thing there. Sorry guys, but i choose to forget the url of that scary painting. The owner was telling how her kids describe that the children from the painting were fighting! Indeed, the picture gave me some wierd feelings.

That night, (this has nth to do with the painting or wadsoever), when i sahur, i smell some stench at the kicthen. I was alone. I thought my neighbour shitted! But as i was about to pour my drinks, shivers ran down my spine. What the heck! I sensed that something was definitely wrong. For no rhyme no reason, my little hair was standing on its bloody ends!

i quickly when to my mom’s room and told her. Indeed, she smelled n felt the same way too. My mom called my uncle & dad for help. Before that, my brother & cousins heard someone played with the utensils in the kitchen. They smell that stench too. It was very bad. Very. It stinks like some rotten body, vomit, dung, i duno how to describe it well.

Later, we found out that its true! “Something” was there. Luckily, it didnt disturb anyone. My uncle told me that it was “Jerankong”. My father said it too. Scary isnt it? BUT MY HOUSE IS TOTALLY CLEAN NOW!!!

Well, actually, bulan puase, setan yang diikat but not mahkluk2 ni sume. Bukti?
1. Few years ago, my aunt saw “pocong” during fasting mth.
2. My cousin & his mom saw “pontianak” on the tree during that month too.
3. Wait till it happen to you. lol. joking.

ok up to you to believe. Just reaccounting what had happen.

i really need you! Right now!
you’re badly missed!

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