29122006

2007

A new year soon awaits…

I strongly think 2006 is a year to forget. But think again, yes, there are some things i want to bring along & some i want to forget. 2006 had been a very tough year for me to juggle with everything. Thus, here & now i want & i wish to leave all the dark past behind & move on.

This year i think countdown would feel as ‘countdown’ afterall. I have no plans install for myself, i’d only love to go with the flow on the day itself.

I really hope 2007 will bring a whole new meaning for all of us.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha
and
Happy New Year
and
Happy Birthday, Tacha!

Time for us to open a new book & life together. You’re always loved & remembered. Missing you.

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27122006

holiday

Just got back from my “holiday”. Had a 3 days & 2 nights stay at The Gallery Hotel for Ana’s 21st birthday. Thanks to Fazrul for everything. Ana is one lucky girl to be showered with almost everything. Though he wasnt in Singapore, he was damn thoughtful to have all this for her.


Happy 21st Birthday, Ana.

And OF COURSE, we had fun doing the girls’ things.


Click for a complete gallery.

AND not forgetting, a big thanks to Swensens for making the birthday surprise happen! Even most of us are surprised for the sweet treat. Cheers!

Finally, let’s welcome my new nephew to the family who shared the same birthday as well as birth time as Ana, Muhammad Shah Indra!

Last but not least, Happy 17th Birthday to SIRAH!

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24122006

insomnia

dammit.. insomnia is killing me. i duno whether im experiencing pure insomnia or just stress. but stress? stress about what? everything is fine now so i dont think i shouldnt be stress. im not suffering from depression too.

i wana pay a visit to a doctor but it sounds stupid. asking for pills & shit. it’s so unhealthy if im gona rely on pills for the rest of my nights. a BIG NO NO. i even tried running nose pills & cough syrup cos i know they have some drowsiness thingy but that doesnt work either. i tired closing my eyes, it could take more than an hour but it’s fruitless. At last, im just gona give up & watch tv.

Let me enlighten you with my scenario. Every night i get less than 4hours of sleep. Even so that 4 hours of sleep is not continuous. For instance, i sleep at 12 i will get up at 1am or 2am automatically. I sleep at 4am i’ll get up at 8am. But surprisingly, im not sleepy but i’ll have headache. What the hell is wrong with me?!

AND this thing is taking a toll on me. I get pissed off easily. Im prone to headache. I get stress so easily. My eyes is worst than a panda’s. But i just cant sleep! argh! im stress. i really miss a long goodnite sleep. =(

what should i do?

maybe your calls & voice can be my sleeping pills?

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23122006

suicide

gosh… i dream that i committed suicide…! The feeling of jumping down. how “interesting”..

i duno why but i feel lazy to do just anything. plain lazy… to go out? to blog? to think? to talk? all i want to do is sleep all daylong. but my bloody insomnia is killing me. hais. i should pay a visit to the doctor as it gets worst.

As a result, i spent my Saturday lazying at home.

Tomorrow should be the day i’m looking forward to. you’ll know later. *winks*

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20122006

im speechless… indeed everyone is… waking up t…

im speechless… indeed everyone is…
waking up to be greeted with sad news…

Ai’s 2nd brother gf, Nadia, had passed away this afternoon due to a motorcycle accident, with one of her gf. Both of the rider & her passed away.

Eventhough, we havent talked before, i acknowledged her, i’ve seen her around. We were even siting in the same house during Hari Raya. At times, when Alep & me were at his void deck, we would bum into Rean & Nadia.

Ai, maybe somethings you regretted doing but it’s all god’s will. It’s time we all open our eyes & heart and start appreciating people around us. Indeed, we should way before, before it’s too late. And please, please be extra careful when u hit the roads.

May her soul rest in peace. Amin.

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