31102006

urgh

i’m kinda upset with some people. haiz. come on, this festive season is like once in a year only. a time where u can enjoy, catch up & bond. cant u people just like give up a day for all of us?

after this week, one of us would be away already. Bile lagi nak jalan? haiz. tak semangat betol la. tak jiwe. fed up fed up. then, buy baju kurung for wad? tau wasted, then make full use of it la… isk…

this raya is boring & i blame YOU PEOPLE. sume tak semangat! bingit sey! isk isk.. raya is getting more & more boring as years passed. wth…

i have no comments ready, i have no say.

I’m dead bored today. I’m having another 2 months holiday & nothing to do. I called my previous work place and she promise to help me to go back there. *cross fingers & toes*

as always, i need something to entertain myself coz no one cares to entertain me anymore! hmph…

Blooper Of the Day

Inikah dugaan yang ku terima
Menyintai mu sepenuh jiwa
Untuk bersama mu
Kesabaran membakar fikiran

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30102006

blooper

And the blooper of the day…



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27102006

Eve & 1

i have lots & lots of things to share/pour here. A lot of things have happen within this week!

Eve Of Raya
As usual, all of us (me & bf & frens) will meet up & spend the night away on Eve of Raya. We wouldnt miss the Gelyang for last minute shopping & the once-in-a-while food. Then, we would hang around & do kiddo things, like playing sparkles. (and that’s the day i started to have nose & throat itch. bad timing uh.)



Raya Day 1 (Tues)
Gosh, my throat & nose got worst. Haiz. Only the 1st day & i’m having red nose. Most pics look sickly. I really lost the mood to celebrate. Such a bad bad day. But i’m having a good time catching up with my crazy cousins & talk about our childhood together.



Raya Day 2 (Weds)
My family decided to stay home as my sister was having examinations. Thank god, i thought. Thinking that i could have a good rest the whole day. But NO! My stupid lecturer inform that our final proj dateline is on that day at 4.30pm! It’s suppose to be the day aft. WTF, it’s 4pm when i was inform & i am only a quater finished!

I called my lecturer thinking that he could compromise since im dead unwell. He simply said “it cant be help. If u pass up aft 5.30, 10% minus. If tomorrow, 20% minus”. Gosh, i feel like strangling him! I was crying like hell. I had to ask my father for help to send me immediately to school!

People are all enjoying raya & we are there struggling with the final proj!!! urgh.

Raya Day 3 (Thurs)
Spend the whole day doing the other module Final Project. Thank-god it’s the last day & i’m having my 2 months holiday.. again!!! Weee…!

Thank god i finished everything in time. But i wasnt very satisfied. Given more time i noe i could do better. At least, i’m feeling better now.

I miss u larhs…

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23102006

Lebaran

Selamat Hari Raya

Readers, forgive me if i have hurt you in a way or another with my words, yg terase, yg akan merase & yg da terase.

Untuk sesape yg mengenali ida, friends or foes, ampun maaf byk2 kalau terkasar bahase & termengumpat or just anything that i’ve done has hurt you in a way or another during our friendship/relationship. Halalkan makan & minum as well as yang belen2 tu.

Let’s forgive & forget all mistakes & start anew.

May you guys have a blissful Lebaran.

I’ll pray hard & continue to hope that our relationship would be a smooth one. Even so, i pray that we’ll go thru every thick & thin, shits & swits together.

And to you, whom i had caused a lot of anger & hurt, i seek ur forgiveness everynow & then for all the things that i did & the words that i’ve said. I know this 2 years had not been an easy one for us.

Happy Anni.

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22102006

Dreaming

Just one more day and…
Selamat Hari Raya
as well as our 25th mths anniversary.


It’s so fast. I havent had the feel for raya & it’s gona be raya soon. Morever, wrong timing for my final projects. Imagine… Next week is raya & i have to submit 2 final projects by thurs?! And i’m only like 1/4 finished?? And my mom’s pestering me to help her spring cleaning. I’m so out of time… I’m rotting. What a life… haiz.

This few past nights, he’s always in my dreams. Although those dreams were not vivid, i know his around. We did what we always do together. I only remember that we went to shop & then, meet my mom. I remember my mom said something to us, but i dont remember what exactly she said. haiz… times are bad now, i guess… i wana call but im afraid that someone is still mad. i just want to know, how are you? coz i’m losing my mind. misunderstanding really sucks… who would i turn to now when ur not around?

i’m so so stress. school & stuff & now this. i just want to make up to u but i duno how to. i dun wana make things worst. aaaaaahhh… i just want to shout my lungs out! i miss u. i hate puting us in this situation. yet again, i noe my mistakes are calculative. i miss u miss u miss u.



i miss u, dear, badly indeed. i love the old us.

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon’ get by
I ain’t got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don’t see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I’m dying here its clear to see
There ain’t no you, God knows there ain’t no me
Don’t wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

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