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reminicse

If reminicsing is part of your hobby, do visit THIS. I’m dead sure u’ll have a good laugh. Just like SOMEONE who loves to smirk at me. Especially you ALIF, u should visit that & see how everyone transform. Be sure to browse thru all the archives.. Hehe… siaks..

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I’ve spent my saturday with my friends. click

Sunday, my uncle & aunt decided to take my boredom off by bringing me & my sis to VivoCity. Surpisingly, they also decided to make my day by buying me a new phone.

thanks. i enjoyed my time while with you people.

YET at the end of the day, everything seems fruitless. Everything turns dark & gloomy. Nothing seems right at all. Nothing to look forward & be excited about. Those smiles i potrayed are stupid.

I’m tired. Tired mentally, emotionally & physically. Still, my eyes doesnt choose to give it a rest.

Do you know how hurtful it feels to be ignored, ignored by the one you depend & need the most?

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO ALEP’S FATHER.

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untitled

Now, i understand why god give me some paitence (at least a pinch of it) and that forgive & forget characteristics (maybe minimal thou). He knows i might need it along my life journey as i meet tough people. But i’m glad i’ve met them cos they are the one who taught me to be stronger. Learning & understanding things the hard way.

Earlier today, i did something unexpected. I know disappointment awaits me yet i’m willing to take the risk. But i wont blame anyone for my disappointment, for my actions. I acted not because i want to but my heart tells me to. And i just follow my heart, not thinking of the trouble, not thinking of the consequences. But i’m content cos i feel more calm now. I pluck up my courage & i did what i have to do, since it was my damn fault. I dont feel any anger or hatred now. I know & i remember i’m only a human and so are you. We tend to make mistakes every now & then, and will continue to make them along the way.

Forgive me. I dont know what has gotten into me yesterday. And i dunno why i did what i did earlier today.

But i’m hoping to get that necklace it back one fine day. Cos i’m missing it already. Little did i realise, i’ve been wearing it for 2yrs already. My neck seems bare without it, just like days without you.

They say “God does not give you want you want, but god gives you what you need”. I guess i really need you.

Life is so unpredictable.. isk isk.. so keep waiting & wondering, ida.

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anni

Happy 26mths Anni to me & bf

I totally forgot to blog it yesterday. I’m extremely tired by the late night sleeps & work… I would just sleep the moment i reach home. It’s bad. And i wana continue my sleep again.. im so shag! goodness!

PS: bf, i want to have a date with u, can? =P




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Dian Ai Rini

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give a thought

give a thought & think…

Why can’t a person carry a 30kg object but they can carry another person who weighs about 40kg?

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