Spore Vs Msia
It’s time for me to stand on my own feet. Depending on others just sucks.
Kental nak mampos. I’m so sick & tired of everything. People keep disappointing me. Today, i tell myself. That’s it. Enough of this shit. It’s time i stand up, continue walking & be selfish since SOME PEOPLE just dont know how to appreciate me/others. People just love to take advantage of someone who cares for them.
Geram.
Whatever, despite all this, i would never ever let it spoil my wonderful day. I just dont know how to be angry that long. 1-2 hours is long enough for me to cool down & forget bout it. Thank god made me that way. Thank god i’m not hot-headed! If not, i’ll grow old 10 times faster.
I just watch the best, longest match ever! Singapore VS Malaysia match was happening! The atmosphere was so so great. The 1st time i saw everyone
semangat for a soccer match. The stadium was as full as it was on National Day. Most were in red. Everyone did the kallang wave. Everyone stand up & sang Singapore National Anthem. So One People One Nation One Singapore! I remember my heart beat damn fast when the ball was near the goal post. I remember being damn gleeful when Singapore scored. I remember being damn greatful when Singapore won.
Waduh waduh. 1st time, i really really enjoyed a soccer match.
The match ended pretty late. And some shit happen. It started to rain heavily. The train station closed. Damn. Supposed to meet bf but argh… damn everything! I seperated from my friend to hurry to catch the MRT but it’s closed. By the time i realised it’s closed, my friends are nowhere to be found! By the time, i search for them, they already took the cab.
Thanks! I feel like crying when i dont know where to go & i dont know what to do. I’m alone at this unfamilar place with unfamilar faces! It was still pack when the station is close. Everyone is at the sideroad flagging cab. My ‘cpu’ just jam. And someone chose the wrong time to nag at me.
After
mcm org gila kehulur kehilir, i gave up & i stoned at the busstop. Call me dumb but im just not familiar with Kallang, especially when its pack, i feel so lost! I wanted to take cab but i cant find the ATM.
Kuasa Tuhan, thank god, while i sat at the bustop a familiar bus no. arrived. Thank god x1489348. Without hesitation, i just boarded the bus. When i just boarded, my friend called to pick me up. Too late. Later, I alighted at the interchange & walked all the way home… ALONE! AT NIGHT!
I feel like shit when i realised that one person dont even care to ask where the hell i am & if i’ve managed to find my way home & if i’ve reach home safely! urgh! Then, i realised i wasnt important anymore! stupid! i die
ke kene langgar ke tak dpt balik ke, lantak la! pandai2 kau la, ida. I tried to clam myself down as i walk home. The night was peaceful. I thought to myself ‘when was the last time, i had this kinda nite walk’. *sigh* to everything.
But at the end of the day, i feel my day is made. Thanks to the most
gerak match!
If you want to know, i feel like rubbish when you always act ignorant & like you dont care! Benci! Geram! Bingit!
ok, i wana have my long beauty sleep & i wana wake up damn late. Indulge in my sleep! Thank god my home gona be peaceful tomorrow as my parents gona send my siblings to tuition. I really need a break from this harsh world!
P.S: Excuse me for my harsh language. I’m just frustrated! Arrghh!
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