Today, I finally woke up for
sahur successfully. The rest of the days, I’ve been sleeping through it like a log though my mom, my sister or my boyfriend tried to wake me up. I’m such a good sleeper now days. haha. Insomnia? What’s insomnia?!
I’m blogging as i’m waiting for the food to digest a little before continuing my sleep. I feel a little emotional right now… and I think I’ll be lighthearted after doing this… Hmm…
Previously, when I thought about BF going to
NS, I’d just take it lightly. I mean it’s only NS. I’m sure i’ll make it through, WE’LL make it through. Let’s just say, I have bad experience in the past. As i put my past behind, i began to feel so anxious for me & BF. It’s getting soo near. Now that reality is sinking within… Little did i realised, I’ve been very dependent on him. Now, i’ll suffer.
My only wish right now, is to keep him in my pocket, keep him close, be selfish and keep him for myself… I’ll cherish my time while we have them. What touches me most till today is… a few years ago, a friend message me saying
“don’t worry, he told me he wants to be with you till end of time”. That, I kept it close to me till today. Whenever things gets too tough for us, I’d just forget what we are going through and remember all the good times and the silence promises made to each other. It keeps me going, kept US going. Oh dear, what would i do without you?
I love you, Alif. No second thoughts.
It’s really amazing that even the word “love” is not sufficient suddenly. I can just write one whole essay. Ohwells, I’m just anticipating our 4th years together

and 7th October

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Alright, i’ll get back to my sleep right now. Thank god, it’s FRIDAY!
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